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Producing this PERSONAL JOURNAL - from after my health and wellbeing saw me admitted to hospital which was as they say a wake up call. I need to emphasize from 2023 re the actual start of this .. SO
Any data RECORDED by me is
ACTUAL FACT not RECALLED, NO RECOLLECTIONS.. ACTUAL; FACT.
THERE are those who actively engaged in GAS LIGHTING failing to take notice of my issues bull crap rhetoric that was my final and I say FINAL wake up call.
Self centered. egotists, narcissists those with a GOD complex think I am joking?
YOU WILL see me refer to TEXT BOOK NARRATIVES now of course replaced by Ai NARRATIVES. from PRIVATE COMPANIES they allow to access YOUR private medical records..
Resulting in GAS LIGHTING?? !
When I had issues, real concerns that I reported to them the amount of times they chose to IGNORE them almost call me a liar? Indirectly of course.. which eventually led me to have no choice but to have witnesses . which I guess kind of shut them up...
As for well gotta say it.. AUDIO and VIDEO recording when and where..
Had to.. I started with so much of that BULL CRAP TEXT BOOK NARRATIVE it left me no choice..
as for TESTS TESTS TESTS NOT FORGETTING MRI SCANS SCAN SCANS..
and NO I kid you not, NO results? WHAT THE.. but that I realized all too late is what the NHS is.. about..
They are also SELECTIVE re any results, reports especially from the NHS from the GPs..
WHY in the end I made the best decision I ever made..
I had my BLOODS, MY FULL BODY SCAN done privately the best money I ever paid out..
IT SHOWED me how SHOCKING the GAS LIGHTING, the BULL CRAP TEXT BOOK NARRATIVE had been..
Them : Can;t be that or we’ll ignore that or we’ll only tell part of the actual truth.. ?
PARANOID? I get where you are coming from.. HONESTLY.. it was making me bloody paranoid..
Lets face it.. I knew but guess what THEY ALSO KNEW I had at that time
no way to shut them up.. to defend myself .. in knowing or for the most part NOT knowing the TRUTH.
BUT the worst is knowing even when you have the cards in your hands that reveal the truth that there are so many out there who are at the mercy of those who KNOW they have the power over and I kid you not
LIFE and DEATH.
YOU are a NUMBER within THE SYSTEM.. NO MORE NO LESS and that IS the TRUTH.
TO believe that you are regarded by them as different is a fallacy.. a fantasy.
The word that says it all.. NEXT.. you might get a please.. often NOT.
Upset them and watch the horns come out.. the DO as we TELL you think that is just George Orwell Animal farm.. ? Well I suppose there is some element of the truth there..( HOG WASH springs to mind.)
The core problem with such as the NHS? What they bleat on about but has some TRUTH in it..
Understaffed.. overstaffed with inexperienced including foreign employed staff..
Ones that want cultural recognition but failed to accept and respect OUR culture our identities? AND.
What the ???? is with the you ok darling .. The and I seriously believe they don’t know they are doing it BUT it is PATRONISING.. the how you talk to a patient regardless of age ?? with about as much sincerity as my dentist scouring out a root canal.
As a PATIENT where you are literraly TRAPPED in a ward.. have to sign out or be signed out and the staff don’t have the time for all of that hassle.. just be good eh.. ? Prison ward.. ???
Want a shower.. you’ll be lucky.. Even if you think to yourself I could pay a few coins to have a shower provided by a private company on NHS property?
As for food.. OMG that has to be experienced to really KNOW how bad that can be..
In the end I self discharged with a VOLUNTARY agreement I would attend outpatients at their behest..
I cannot express how good it felt to be home.. make a cuppa. sit back and feel some actual relief at being out of that hell hole. I will expand on that later.. for now..
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