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7th April 2026
Today I want to take time out to reveal an unfolding and I would say ENLIGHTENING TRUTH. From the first time I realized and of course OTHERS that I was doomed.
As they say, dying was inevitable that is a fact for all BUT, when you know yours is going to be radically shortened and NOTHING you can do to stop the inevitable destruction of your body.
Overshadowed by the pain, the discomfort from spine, muscle wastage, heavily compromised mobility; breathing re respiratory / thoracic tightness that dammed coughing..
YOU know THEY know and when I say THEY I mean the VULTURES.. those who are more than willing to exploit your situation.
Can’t take it with you and what use is it to you now.. Filling up their car with as much of your former treasured possessions as they can manage .. total utter disgusting on reflection; greed.
OR using their POWER to make decisions re where you live.. removing your gear so they can make repairs or do renovations - all gotta go and I have my van parked outside to load your good stuff in for me to sell the rubbish any of that into the skip.
Doing you a favour by removing that clutter that when you were OK, strong enough to stop them from their act of indirect though I think sometimes DIRECT act of thieving?
A few days of feeling like shite.. off your game and them knowing it..
How much longer have you got before you are DEAD.. You are trying to rush things that YOU consider need doing taking priority over everything else..
Neglecting the duty of looking after your possessions.. YOUR wits diverted YOUR
knowing that DEATH no, DYING rules over all and any sensibilities.
UNTIL.. and here is the important part you have to remember.. to take note of..
YOU wake up and realize the truth.. you are so wrapped up and encouraged in some instances re the TRUTH YOU are DYING..
that YOU; FORGET about LIVING.
Taking back CONTROL if you can and some can’t .. but those who are savvy, with it and able to DO NOT waste IT.. You don’t have to STAND and be counted..
Just do IT.. or live to regret IT.. ?
NOW I have to make it clear and do not disregard this.. Sometimes and I recommend you DO.. have VIDEO and AUDIO RECORDING.. The belief that you don’t need it you trust those around you when you land up in my situation as was, ah the VULTURES ..
Why would you do that if you are going to be DEAD TOMORROW.. cept a year later you realize what a fool that you did not have the VIDEO and AUDIO to ?
Today re my health and WELL BEING.
OK and with it.. cognitive is good.. reasoning good.. action taking place to do what I have hitherto tended to neglect.
Mobility is more BUT I still have to be careful re raising my blood pressure, weakness in my muscles and my spine the pain kicking in... also my hands swelling up re the Osteo arthritis..
179 / 87 / 77 171 / 98 / 77 183 / 88 / 72 179 / 98 / 78
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6th April 2026
I have carefully weighed all my current situation re my health and WELL BEING. Note the emphasis re WELL BEING because there are plenty who are not interested in nor concerned if they fail you re this.
The park you up, be a good boy and ideally shut the f..k up where you are concerned and join the queue..
NO not the NHS one which in fairness I feel I would rather be in than the one they are quite happy to leave you in. The wait your turn to die.. waiting room..
Just enough to keep you alive to keep your body ticking over whilst they are happy to feed you their latest bull crap textbook or now Ai rhetoric. OR you resign yourself to their self righteous indignation at how you have managed to live longer than they expected..
Annoyed.. not disappointed lets not get this wrong and that lot are not the only ones re that sentiment.
The VULTURES who now feed not on your bones that will have to wait but the essence of all that is at times at odds with the situation YOU now have to accept.
YOUR limitations, YOUR WEAKNESS.. the ever increasing need to rely on THEM.. Sometimes with NO real say in that. Totally at their mercy. Never mind us talking about them re wiping your ass at the end of the day.
In the meantime they can rob you blind.. strip you of your dignity, your pride as was in all that you had ever achieved.
Greed.. yes. That snug feeling they have you where they want you turning you into a paranoid suspicious trusting no one after what they did and YOU recognised it, saw it for what it was? !
YOU ending up being the one who is wrong, all WRONG though of course they will play on the well he/she is not their self..
The so called medical professionals who diagnose you and leave you with their bull crap rhetoric and here I refer to the so called TRUTH of the situation that has YOU shocked maybe panicking the realisaton hitting you hard that YOU are going to die.. SOONER than ?!
NOT that they are to blame if a spade is a spade it is a spade.. but to use that to shovel the shite rhetoric of test after test after test with no real results? Never mind eh you have all the time in the world or not..
To attend tests, or NOT.. To maybe if you are lucky end up parked up in some nursing home with a room that is more barren than any rhetoric they come out with for putting you there?
The waiting room.. waiting to die to no longer exist.. WHICH is WHY when you have the breath to do so, the cognitive savvy brain cells they lack.. to review your situation and ask yourself AM I going to let them ?
Put a stop to the VULTURES beit famiy, friends or those charitable donate your last chattels to them all in a good cause when you need to stop and ask yourself what have they done for you?
How dare you you selfish .. ?! Its all in a good cause and will help re future research re others now having your possessions the ones you worked hard to get. to pay for and what they have either paid pennies for or nothing at all? AND in the meantime what have they done for YOU, PERSONALLY INDIRECTLY for YOU?
BUT charity begins at home.. HOME? What is that anymore.. when they can take that from you stick your in a nursing home or some assisted living accomodation supervised restricted and never mind if its with drug addicts physical abusers, alcoholics.. eh?
That discrimination, unfair to those who spent their money or others on drugs, on alcohol or abuse.. and ended up now living next door to YOU.. sharing the same accommodation as YOU.. all part of lifes rich tapestry eh?
The TRUTH is hard to accept that in the end YOU that abnoxious cantankerous old bstard has to get on
with it. What can YOU do to stop the VULTURES beit family, friends, helpers, keepers, manipulators who have learned to work where they can legitimately pillage and plunder?
Well you sure as hell we shouldn’t mention that tourist destination the inevitable one for some and where YOU are headed if YOU don’t shut the f up and do as we tell you.. now pass over YOUR credit cards, YOUR bank details. and don’t worry we’ll look after everything for you.. What was the security code I needed..
YOU think I jest.. I may look like a fool but jest NOT.. going to continue to sit back and let them have free rein to do whatever the hell they want at my expense at MY last MINUTES, HOURS, DAYS, WEEKS; WHATEVER.
My journal has been totally revealing re my health and WELL BEING but lacked in many respects the truth that is has pleased many re what they have been up to in the shadows. For me, no not for me but to line their own pockets or rob me blind..
SO I am going to start to write up events, what transpires and some of the things I do to counteract some of their activities. We are going to refer here to many things that if you want to survive to put them and not YOU in the SPOTLIGHT and here I am going to talk about those who are PATHOLOGICAL LIARS, cheats, frauds but appearing as anything but..
The fabled medicine man.. OK now PERSONS.. The EMPERORS new clothes in all its glory. the ah yes how appropriate NAKED truth. Lets see what I come across what I add to my final journal.
Back to NOW..
MY blood pressure.. 6th April 2026 :
NOTES: THE PAIN re the searing penetrating PAIN has been heavily reduced.. The following readings may be higher but the PULSE RATE is better AND ultimately the SYSTOLIC is better controlled.
DIASTOLIC is better but lets us remember the RAMIPRIL damaged my CARDIO system with the
CARDIO Arrhythmias
Rapid pulse rate with intermittent missing beats, far more than any time over the last TWO years..
I will publish the ECG results, as soon as I have them.. so we can compare Feb 2026 with them.
166 / 97 / 76 171 / 92 / 75 170 / 103 / 91 192 / 100 / 92 168 / 87 / 87 187 / 100 / 84
186 / 104 / 87 175 / 91 / 74 173 /99 / 77 171 / 85 / 88 165 / 89 / 89 161 / 91 / 80
162 / 97 / 83 167 / 102 / 80 175 /115 / 82 176 / 94 / 76 158 / 74 / 90
I am going to start taking AMILODIPINE 2.5mgs
as a tertiary dose to see if it affects my blood pressure readings - nominal dose and I am fully aware of all of the contra indicators re that drug. BUT?!
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1st April..
The astonishing reduction in PAIN thanks to the increased PREDNISILONE DOSE of 1Omgs is staggering. not only that but blood pressure?
157 / 90 / 86 155 / 86 / 83 164 / 91 / 95 163 / 90 / 81 169 / 92 / 85
120 / 77 / 95 125 / 81 / 96 134 / 79 / 95 131 / 78 / 96
Generally feeling good.. almost NO pain, some remaining swelling of joints, some discomfort when moving hands et but overall MINUS that seriously bad pain.. Mobility is also improved but care still be taken..
Motivity is excellent far superior to previously and it is all too clear that my OSTEO ARTHRITIS my INFLAMMATION has been IGNORED by the GP and I will be looking to address this privately to have FACTS to back up my assessment the only way I can shut down once again those who choose to do their own thing WITHOUT KNOWING the FULL FACTS. OR?
I still have CARDIO VASCULAR PROBLEMS.. which will be under investigation with forthcoming ECG.
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There are truly times that you can be despite the usual tropes I did say TROPES not TRIPE re the NHS the GP parody. left dumbfounded I know I hear them muttering if that were only the truth.
I increased the PREDNISILONE and continue with the 10mgs DAILY against the GP insistance it should be 5mgs one day and 4 x 1mgs = 4mgs the next day.. 10 mgs.. OMG Mr GP.. HOW SHOCKING..
Shocking is about right.. and I could add in some obscenities re that,..
The rage I feel at what I suspect has now been going on that could have been far sooner resolved..
PAIN yes PAIN and no I am not referring to pain in the ass here.. might be thinking it but.. I have been living for MONTHS now with a level that has been tolerated by me simply to appease those who clearly
do not understand my LEVEL of ACTUAL pain..
The OSTEO ARTHRITIC to the SPINE with its drawn out seering at times almost crippling pain.. which I have on numerous occassions informed my GP.. of..CONCERNS.. IGNORED?
JUST stick to the 5mgs of and the alternate daily dose of 4mgs.. MIGHT as well add ‘ theres a good chap eh.. ‘ based on what?
Your last blood results showed no signs of inflammation.. what they hell is that load of ?!
Ah you mean the ESR count but ignoring all of the other FACTORS.. selective reasoning once again to the fore..
WHEN was the last blood test YOU or YOUR minions carried out.. but then I decided NOT to allow you that privilege after the last debacle I believe some of the test results unavailable re CLOTTING..
prior to testing.
Failure to supply me with full test results legible test results.. on paper in print or like I DO with my PRIVATE BLOOD TEST RESULTS.. PUBLISHED TO WEB. FOR YOU TO BROWSE at YOUR leisure..
What are we going to pick on my rights to anonymity ? Does not change the FACTS..
OH and it seems I have a winning hand.. for over 3 years now =
WHITE CELL COUNT = NEVER LESS THAN HIGH
MONOCYTES = COUNT NEVER LESS THAN HIGH
BASOPHILS = COUNT NEVER LESS THAN HIGH
MINE privately carried out in FEB 2026 is that what you are referring to?
A high white blood cell (WBC) count, or leukocytosis (typically >11,000/µL), usually indicates the body is fighting an infection, reacting to medication, or dealing with inflammation
A high monocyte count (monocytosis) means you have an elevated number of a specific white blood cell type, often indicating chronic infection, inflammation, autoimmune disease, or, rarely, blood cancers
High basophils, known as basophilia, occur when your count exceeds 1% of total white blood cells, often indicating an allergic reaction, chronic inflammation, or rare blood disorders.
Is that enough INFLAMMATION for you..
Ah yes seeking the help of medical professionals re the OSTEO ARTHRITIS.. OH MY... now there is a conumdrum the one who wanted to put me on METHOTREXATE. got irate that I changed my mind.. decided to refer me back to the GP who tried to re establish a RE link between his patient and the former RHEUMATOLOGIST with attitude why would I go back to that PERSON..
Or to someone who works directly or indirectly with that individual.. REALLY? Bunch of pals eh.. upset one you upset the lot of em.. but I can go PRIVATE GONNA COST ME but if I have the test results the hard core FACTS at least as usual I can shut some up over their treatment of, their FAILURE to treat my condition, with the correct ATTITUDE note ATTITUDE.. re DRUGS.. the correct DRUG LEVELS.. and OPTIONS.
Not some GP telling me what my pain relief should consist of or NOT as is the case. when they do not KNOW WHAT the level of the OSTEO ARTHRITIS actually is ? OR take notice of the FACTS DUE to my AUTO IMMUNE issues..
OOO never mind eh he died well.. praising those with attitude in the NHS to his last breath..
HOW dare a patient have an opinion.. I am the God of thunder.. well he reckoned I was full of wind..
I tell you the final printed journal which will be printed in the USA.,. will be not only terrifyingly revealing re the
NHS but funny oh yes,. some real hilarious respite..
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31st March 2026
Sometimes what happens defines why those such as the GP who made a monumental error in raising the dose of the RAMIPRIL from 5mgs to 7.5mgs illustrates the truth. HE did not know the patient.
NOR understand the complexities of such because in reality was he too focused on the mindset that is text book narrative, Ai narrative and a lack of the ability to see beyond the actual issues that as I have said before, have delivered a compromised system of care.. from a so called professional who chose to NOT listen, to NOT see what I was experiencing sometimes in a lot of pain.
THEY tried to mock the so called numbness the sensation of losing to extremes of temperature.. highs and extreme lows.. attempting to show via a test that even when they stuck needles into me that I did NOT feel pierce my skin that my neural system re being normal.. was so grossly inaccurate as to reveal the only ones being fake were those supposed medical professionals.
I will be getting some recourse to ensuring that never happens again and new neural testing by none of that lot involved .. which I know will reveal some shocking truth TRUTH.
Likewise eating a meal and my peripheral body temperature dropping to HYPOTHERMIC.. with sweating and dripping water .,. nah just nonsense.
Tell them get no response...
So many other occasions when I realized that the only way to silence their gaslighting their rhetoric. was to have witnesses or to actually have no choice but to pay privately for tests to prove I was telling the truth..
The Rheumatologist who ignored so much of what was FACT re issues that were happening re my body, my SPINE and there in lies a TRUTH.. ignored my spinal issues.. SERIOUSLY IGNORED.. OR?
Meanwhile that ‘Rheumatologist’ wants to put me onto METHOTREXATE kill my IMMUNE SYSTEM dead.. and leave me open to infections infections but never mind eh.. we have antibiotics.. well until you become immune to them..
Oh yes taking the METHOTREXATE and within days of taking the first dose my KIDNEY (L) WAS TRASHED.. EXTREME PIERCING PAIN.. SWOLLEN GLANDS under arms.. I have NEVER HAD problems with my KIDNEYS before that FACT,
That and the swollen glands was the wake up call for me to stop taking the METHOTREXATE.. and as I TOLD my GP some time later after I had been given antibiotics .. re my KIDNEY..
SOME TIME and I mean SOME TIME LATER that I have never since I stopped taking the METHOTREXATE had the recourse to ask my GP for antibiotics.
WHY because I came to understand my Immune system idiosyncrasies.
YOU have to find ways to use it and to at the same time accept the good, the bad and the sometime crazy from it.
Keep it happy and the bad is reduced..
I changed my diet.. more wholesome less of the heavily processed slurry that those who should have their food licences revoked get away with producing under so called quality illusions or is it DELUSIONS.
Monitor blood pressures, glucose levels, urinalysis diuresis, bowels and the results were astonishing. OVER 3 years of results - their PARANOID, HYPOCHONDRIAC NUTTER.. had to stand back and stare in disbelief at how those figures reflected those days.. those months.. those years..
FACT not FICTION.. the only ones who could not accept the TRUTH ah yes those who had to be given the raw hard facts based on indisputable evidence to shut em up.
IT would take those in the private sector to finally do a full MRI body scan to reveal the true horrors .. OF what had been done by the NHS and no results?
All in all it has been disgusting to see so called medical professionals for what they have done but at the same time NOT done. CRONYISM, NEPOTISM and NARCISSISM.
ALL in all I learned fast. Relying on that lot was a curse. If you cannot step back take a long look at your issues yes the ACTUAL ONES plaguing you not their text book narratives their now Ai conclusions, ASS umptions.. to reveal what is and what is not and use YOUR realization of the problems you your body faces.. in REALITY and find answers..
Thank you to Johns Hopkins USA for so much help re actual tried and tested with real sufferers NOT totally re my own issues but at least to gain some help and solutions that work.. whilst also working on other extraneous issues..
Awareness of the medications you are taking.. are they working or ?
NOT always following their ASS umptions their text book / Ai narratives. the sharing of your medical data with others seeking some answers from those who have no real knowledge of what YOU the patient are going through when in fairness you cannot blame them for conclusions they make based on SELECTIVE parsing of that medical data.
I produced the online journal spending a lot of time to do so. on a regular often DAILY record of my current health and well being treated by some of them when they could be bothered to check it out as a joke?
Some screwed up hypochondriac fantasist.. ? That is how some of them think and even if they are wrong do you think their NARCISSISM is going to allow them to actually see the truth as it was; IS? TRUTH actual recorded as it happens issues that I experienced?
From the off ah yes the moment my eyes my ears were open to the truth I could finally see for myself the only solution I had that was to seek solutions, work arounds, force some to listen not just talk at you which meant of course being in possession of the FACTS, HARD FACTS no supposition or their petty
ASS umptions to shut them up.. a real pleasure in that..
I had now shifted to PRIVATE SCANS.. PRIVATE BLOOD TESTING and that included ECG testing.. revealing some more unsettling truths.
The latest blood testing included tests for Ddimmer levels and CK levels all VERY important to me and relief on my part that they were good but to the GP
THAT LOT another example that I was a hypochondriac nutter who the results mocked ? NO.. The results which they would not have carried out testing on so I could have been left with high levels ? Given the FACT that initially my CK levels were over 11,000 and my Ddimmer levels were over 3000?
Maybe that hypochondriac nutter had good reason to observe those levels which incidentally cost me extra to add to the normal blood testing.
MY immune system is stuffed.. it is unpredictable, irregular, temperamental and at times thanks also to my compromised SERIOUSLY COMPROMISED SPINE.. can leave me with some of the most and I admit it from FACT painful and when you consider my pain levels already reduced thanks to the numbness overall that pain level is far higher than others experiencing the same level.
SO the negligence re the GP who supposedly knows my medical history who increased the Ramipril dose to 7.5mgs A MERE 2.5mgs even I was shocked at the after effects the side effects that hit me like a sledge hammer hitting hard rock, trashing my BLOOD PRESSURE.. not lowering it, not controlling it MAKING IT WORSE. but oh so much worse.
The deep penetrating hoarse rasp no not so much just a DRY COUGH that was seriously raw.. I have breathing difficulties anway have an inhaler et but that?
Was originally what made me realize there was something wrong.. different about it and oh yes was I right..
A dry, persistent, and tickly cough is a common side effect of ramipril and other ACE inhibitors, affecting up to 10–20% of patients. It is caused by the accumulation of substances in the lungs, typically resolving within a few days to weeks after stopping the medication.
What the hell is a GP prescribing an INCREASED dose on a drug that has that as a known side effect? knowing I have breathing difficulties, have a heavily compromised immune system? WHY the hell would I not be in the 10 - 20% ??
BUT it also raised another VERY INTERESTING PERSPECTIVE on the PRESCRIBED RAMIPRIL from the GP previously.. The cough oh yes.. I have had that cough I think a lot longer than the presence of it and my awareness to date.
The same hypothesis prevails. WHY the hell would a GP prescribe that drug knowing of my breathing difficulties to start with? WHY it was ASS umed it would be fine to increase the dose.. just ignore the fact I was having coughing issues..
The cough mixture hypothesis not affecting it I feel was wrong..
I used Boots chesty cough relief and DRY cough relief but that is beside the point I already had the problems albeit I now understand without realizing it as a probable effect of the RAMIPRIL.. and now the GP chooses to increase the dose.. ? What the !
Currently I cannot stop taking the Ramipril 5mgs without an alternative though I have reduced the dose back to the original 5mgs.. ?
It delivered the CARDIO VASCULAR extreme pulse rate over 100 CONSTANT
with CARDIO Arrhythmias and knowing that it was happening seriously not good
I let the GP know and what do they do .. NOTHING.
The worst of it is the extreme pain wracking my body and of course the pulse rate of over 100 not dropping, I don’t understand why my body my whole body is in so much pain.. my joints, my hands are swollen my joints crack.. but also one other issue that is of major concern.
My neck is stiff. swollen, puffy.. and almost locked.. trying to turn it or shift what I call the collar re movement of my head left to right up down etc The pain, the discomfort is borderline nauseous.
MY blood pressure ? WITH the CARDIO Arrhythmias
171 / 114 / 107 - 176 / 112 / 111 - 176 / 105 / 102
175 / 106 / 104
NOTE the SYSTOLIC readings some relief re those being below 200 but the resting heart rate and pulse rates are disturbing.
For over 72 hours I cannot get the pulse rate down below 100 and similar re the RESTING HEART rate plus the CARDIO Arrhythmias continue.
I am using Gabapentin 300mgs resting and the rates after resting do not change..
171 / 114 / 107 - 176 / 112 / 111
149 / 98 / 100 176 / 102 / 92 148 / 100 / 100 148 / 96 / 102
148 / 84 / 101 151 / 92 / 102 152 / 94 / 103 171 / 114 / 107
176 / 112 / 111 176 / 105 / 102 175 / 106 / 104 167 /90 / 100
The damage is being done.. the end results pulse rate remains
Supraventricular tachycardia (SVT)
Tachycardia is a resting heart rate over 100 beats per minute.
Supraventricular tachycardia (SVT/PSVT) starts in the upper heart chambers.
Sinus tachycardia starts from the heart's natural pacemaker, the sinus node.
Ventricular tachycardia
(VT) begins in the heart's lower chambers and can be life-threatening
Tachycardia is not new to me. This time however it is of some concern because of its CONSTANTS re the various pulse and DIASTOLIC readings.
I cannot shift the figures.. then I resorted to some spiritual resonance. some deeper reasoning you can only get from being as one might say at one with your creator.
Which ended up posing the question
WHY the CONSTANTS re the DIASTOLIC and PULSE rate but also what was the overall factor that I was ignoring?
MY body was wracked with PAIN.. JOINTS, MOBILIY, NECK, SPINE..
Deep penetrating pain OSTEO ARTHRITIS and still using just the GP demands
re PREDNISILONE 5mgs dose one day and reduce it to 4mgs the next... ?
WHILST MY BODY IS WRACKED WITH PAIN..
This is a GP who has NO test results re my OSTEO ARTHRITIS NO TEST RESULT re my SPINE how wrecked IT is, nah. just ignore this hypochondriac nutter..
Don’t listen to the patient who is living albeit debatable re that; through it all.
For someone who did not understand my body, my pain levels and still insists I reduce the dose quoting some ridiculous hypothesis based on once again text book narratives or Ai ?
OSTEO ARTHRITIS.. SPINE Cspine.. Tspine AND Lspine issues Resulting in that raw sometimes burn flush of heat.. and extreme peripheral pain..
I mean EXTREME PAIN - eye watering PENETRATING PAIN.
The GP who had me taking Prednisilone 5mgs one day and 4 x 1mgs the next day?
WHAT the hell I know some of you are thinking.. but me..
Was I too dumb to realize I was complying and at the same time suffering?
MY body was wracked with PAIN
JOINTS, MOBILIY, NECK, SPINE..
I increased the dose to Prednisilone 10mgs hit it hard.
WHY should I be suffering ? To hell with it... I needed that pain gone or at least substantially reduced.. OVER the next 12 hours.
The pain is reduced not completely gone but SUBSTANTIALLY REDUCED.
164 / 100 / 84 158 / 100 / 85 161 / 100 / 89 156 / 97 / 90
155 / 89 / 84 158 / 94 / 79 148 / 99 / 89 157 / 95 / 89
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07.00am 31 / 03 / 2026 = 149 / 98 / 89 161 / 94 / 83
NOW ask yourselves would the GP have told me to do that ?
What do you think because I KNOW.. he would NOT ?!
I can’t get rid of the swollen hands or the OSTEO ARTHRITIS but
the pain is reduced to such a level my cognitive reasoning is better my neck is better and that pain that soul destroying PAIN is hammered down.
WHAT that Ramipril did to cause damage on that magnitude to increase the pain levels affect my cardio vascular system I am still going ahead with the ECG and THE FULL MRI BODY SCAN to reveal and I have no doubts some shocking results
What is going to be worse is that damage will be permanent.. leading to other complications.. ?
I am also going to send the GP the bill for what medical expenses I incur in having to prove beyond any reasonable doubt the damage that drug did to my system based on the GP decision to increase the dose.. NOT ME the GP... who you trust to make the right choices. the right decision re your health but also as I have made clear what is of paramount importance, my WELLBEING which was TRASHED.
The absolute HELL it left in its wake I cannot truly describe.
To coin the phase ‘NOT even wish that on my worst enemy’ is pretty dammed accurate.
I will stay with the increased Prednisilone dose of 10mgs per day and gradually reduce it.. until the pain starts to have me review the situation.
Coming up..
ECG with full diagnostics.
FULL Body Scan MRI ALL of it.. a massive complete as comprehensive as it can get.. with full blood screening.
Its going to be over £3000 .. also I will be adding to the final
bill
Medical referral / assessment re the
OSTEO ARTHRITIS - It clearly has been ignored.. by the GP.. ?
YOU can access my original journal unedited here
Please note this an HTTPS site.. A SECURE SITE..
https://www.atdmed1.com/site1/index.html
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30th March 2026
Shocking how bad the after effects from the GP increasing the RAMIPRIL 5mgs to 7.5mgs
My whole body feels trashed. My neck C spine is leaving me with a stiff neck almost seized and the apparent swelling?
But worst of all is the effect is has had on my cardio vascular system.
Waking from hours of sleep.. OK but the blood pressure?
171/ 114 / 107 176 / 112 / 111 CARDIO Arrhythmias persist
I had an ECG in Feb this year so can now have another and lets compare to see the ‘damage’ ?
The PULSE rate is worrying as it has not dropped over the last 72 hours below 100
How much damage has been done I will be taking serious notice of.
The GP supplied me with the extra increased dose in an attempt to reduce the blood pressure and yet?
It has NEVER decreased it. IT also raised my PULSE rate.. I had managed to stablize it around 70 but after the increased dose.. over 70 over 80.
My whole body is trashed.. the discomfort the pain is unreal..
I am now having testing carried out not just my ECG but full FULL body MRI as I know the lower region, the kidneys et especially the LEFT kidney has been compromised
I may go for a kidney flush with a dye to ascertain the damage..
The GP (NHS UK) knew my or claimed to know, my full medical history.. yet still ignored it? The amount of damage that drug OVERDOSE did we shall see from the test results.
MY whole body trashed.. the after effects on my WELL BEING TRASHED
I can’t describe how bad it has been.. beyond belief..
That GP thinks he is going to get away with not taking responsibility for that knowing full well I have made it clear in the past that my WELL BEING takes presidence over all of my other medical issues including being careful when it comes to DRUGS..
The term is NEGLIGENCE and when I get the results back,.. he will be or those financially accountable for all medical bills, miscellaneous where applicable re travel costs transport costs.
I will update you re this.. I am angry that I have had to SUFFER to the extent I have because of the obsession re my blood pressure that has been clearly seen over the last 3 years.. not about all of my other MAJOR health issues KNOWN issues but time after time.. blood pressure this blood pressure that....
176 / 105 / 102 175 / 106 / 104 167 / 90 / 100 157 / 93 / 107
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29th March 2026
I am still noting the missed beats.. rapid pulse rate .. I see no choice but to have the ECG testing to ascertain how much damage has occurred. What has happened occurred when the GP increased the dosage on the Ramipril from 5mgs to 7.5mgs.
Neck is now almost locked.. stiff. very difficult to move. Some stiffness rigidity. Painful.
Blood pressure the pulse rate remains and has done for over 48 hours with the pulse rate OVER 100
Lower body re the kidneys ? The pain is clearly substantial. I suspect DAMAGE has occurred. Diuresis appears to be OK but I am thinking that we are seeing ONE kidney working correctly.
I will investigating this further.
The GP re what he did and taking responsibility for putting me through hell ?
I am going to have the necessary testing done and I will be making a claim for compensation re recovering the cost involved re the various tests..
The hell that I have been through and are it seems still going through.. ? The GP is not getting away with the choice he made that trashed my system..
167 / 90 / 100 157 / 93 / 107 154 / 94 / 110 168 / 101 / 105 166 / 104 / 109
174 / 95 / 105 169 / 100 / 106 157 / 86 / 116 148 / 87 / 121 182 / 111 / 111
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Still really bad.. WELL BEING has been seriously TRASHED.
I have managed to stablize the CARDIO Arrhythmias Pulse rate is steady BUT
the actions of the GP have resulted in I suspect DAMAGE to the heart.
My blood pressure is still bad.. really bad..
2pm 28th March 2026 = 155 / 89 / 113 149 / 95 / 112
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29th March 2026
179 / 101 / 106 174 / 103 /104 187 / 108 / 109
173 / 96 / 105 176 / 93 / 106 163 / 97 / 103
160 / 99 / 107 170 / 97 / 105 174 / 100 /106
EVEN AFTER serious attempts to reduce the problems re the DIASTOLIC and the PULSE rates
I cannot get the pulse rate down (over 48 hrs.) below 100
I think the damage may be permanent. No thanks to the GP re this..
I have said it before what they do and the FACT they are not responsible for the aftermath.?
The GP does not come anywhere near me when I have resolved this and got my
DIASTOLIC my PULSE RATE DOWN..
I feel I will have to have an ECG done to assess the damage caused.
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28th Mar 2026
I currently am suffering from CARDIO Arrhythmias
Pulse rate heart beats are irregular.. fast.. skipping EVERY 3rd or 4th beats..
THIS is I know highly irregular.. almost as though I were on beta blockers..
which I am NOT.
Don’t give me the gaslighting re perfectly normal re the heart skipping a beat etc
THIS IS NOT my normal and note I say NORMAL issues.. yes I have CARDIO ISSUES
Since the increased Ramipril overdose.. as prescribed.. NOW DISCONTINUED
My DIASTOLIC and INCREASED PULSE RATE has given me concerns.
B/P 151 / 101 / 118 148 / 95 / 124 154 / 104 / 124 155 / 97 / 123
I also am having left side ? Kidney pain..sharp spasms.
Diuresis appears ok but that if I am functioning on one kidney? 28/03/2026 or if the left one is damaged..
I want to know given the FACT that I have breathing issues, that I have throat issues.. the GP (uk) still thought it acceptable to increase the dose on the Ramipril??? KNOWING and IT IS a known FACT re the recognised side effects?
My other main issue is that I appear to be unable to reduce my PULSE RATE even after RESTING to below 100 - I had managed to get it down BFORE the Ramipril increase to about 69 NOT FORGETTING THE CARDIAC Arrhythmias
IF that continues I will have an ECG test on Monday to establish what has happened,..
AFTER the RAMIPRIL increase the pulse rate went up. up up..
steady 80 to OVER 100
I am going to rest up.. Gabapentin 300mgs 2pm
2pm 155 / 89 / 113 149 / 95 / 112
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25 / 03 / 2026
Recovering once again NOT the first time this kind of issue has occurred.
The need to make changes re my meds. BASED on what they sometimes OBSESS over?
This time Blood Pressure and yes I do as readers know keep a regular check on it.
NOT obsessing over it.. aware of it.. understanding IT and how I can best adapt to managing it.
I had managed to get my pulse rate down to a more comfortable 60 - 70 OK the Systolic and Diastolic not without some concern but that I have gotten used to.
The TRUTH is even with it as is I have managed to survive against the odds against that lot who at times made things worse re STRESS.. affecting my health but also my WELL BEING.
A nightmare at times made worse with their gas lighting. Tests that were carried out were were the results some that were major re my SPINE ah yes the MRI for this the MRI for that.. and results?
The NHS in all its parody.. would be a joke if it were anything but funny. The PRIVATE scans bloods and more revealed results that I should have had access to over 2 YEARS ago..
Hence why I decided that my WELL BEING would take president over my HEALTH..
HOW I FEEL.. HOW I am mentally as well as PHYSICALLY re COGNITIVE reasoning etc
MOBILITY but also MOTIVITY .. the desire to do things that directly or indirectly work for me.
Regardless if my BLOOD PRESSURE goes up.. maybe gets a little freaky at times..
I DO NOT suffer the after effects and there in lies the truth.. YES it is high BUT it seems my body has become used to it being high..
I have already proved that raising it over to over 210 re SYSTOLIC randomly.. then waiting to see how long my heart takes to recover.. below 200 below 180 has been shown to be remarkably fast.
WHY I have included I note the I have regular testing re ECG.. re Ddimmer levels re CK levels.
A knowledge of that an UP TO DATE insight not supposition not ASS UMPTIONS by some
allows me to know what works for me what I avoid.
WHAT causes me concerns such as SWOLLEN JOINTS, SWOLLEN HANDS PUFFY most unpleasant AND that includes NECK , SPINE issues that also cause me PAIN.. and here I make the reference once again to the FACT that my body suffers from the motor neurones being impaired.
Thus when I am in PAIN it is far less than what it actually would be IF my motor neurones were not impaired, THEY had me subjected to a test where they did neurone sensitivity et to claim basically that it was nothing like I claimed .. GAS LIGHTING...
Oh yes I need to add that they tried to gas light over that with my body being NUMB to the extent you could stick needles in me and I would NOT if I were blindfolded know that had happened.
IF I had had a test myself to prove them ‘IN ERROR’ it would have been pointless they would simply have stated “ WELL that was the results at the time of our tests.. “
YOU can’t win UNLESS you ensure YOU have the INDEPENDENT PRIVATE results that can challenge anything IF CHALLENGE is needed.. they produce.. note produce as we have seen re my journal that seldom have they produced the results..
Which is why I need to have you understand.. their usual gaslighting of patients re their usual
OH must be a HYPOCHONDRIAC you got it... here we talk of patients with genuine to OK some that are not but all tarred with the same brush...
What is of concern is what are they basing their treatments, their drug / medications on ..
HOW can they challenge such as my PREDNISILONE just a mere 5mgs nominal is a joke..
I have the true scan results.. which are terrifying .. that PREDINISILONE 5mgs. ?
The GP has me taking 5mgs one day and 4mgs the next.. that is 4 x 1mg tablets..
HOW ludicrous is this.. ? I am doing that but I am now going to watch when it comes to renewing the Prednisilone to see it that is still demanded, DEMANDED..
I will be seeking legal advice... I am not going to continue in that .. it is LUDICROUS.
Ask what they are going to replace it with ? You got it... they can’t answer that.. instead mess around with what works for me long term making things worse? WHY I have no choice now but to make them responsible for the decisions they make..
I am fed up with the choices being made on the pretext of this or that that is seldom RELEVANT to my actual situation,. ITS yes you guessed it the usual TEXT BOOK NARRATIVES the Ai NARRATIVES
The do as we tell you ,, mentality - the ones who talk at you not to you.
The decision to change my RAMIPRIL to a higher dose knowing that I have difficulty breathing.
TIghtness of the chest,.. the obsession over my BLOOD PRESSURE.. that leaves me with their decision creating seriously bad problems..
Felt like total Sh..te but the damage caused and the DRY COUGH re what LONG TERM DAMAGE has that left me with.. ? I am not recovering well from this.. a NIGHTMARE..
NOT instantly recognised by me until it started to be a real problem..
I have been plagued by the presence of a DRY COUGH and I mean a DRY irritating persistent COUGH.. trying to work out as to WHAT is causing it..
Dry heat. or or or.. then the truth emerges.. once again.. and yes all too clear..
INCREASED DOSAGE re RAMIPRIL . and what does that sometimes
deliver.. A DRY PERSISTENT COUGH.
A dry, persistent, and tickly cough is a common side effect of ramipril and other ACE inhibitors, affecting up to 10–20% of patients. It is caused by the accumulation of substances in the lungs, typically resolving within a few days to weeks after stopping the medication.
I am now REDUCING that CAREFULLY REDUCING the dosage.. which will be another nuisance as it will take TIME to probably undo the DRY COUGH after effects.
It was NOT doing me any favours re REDUCING my BLOOD PRESSURE as the figures show. if anything they have gone UP.. from the previous ones where my pulse rate was around 60 - 70 now on average OVER 80 ?!
Refer this to the GP with a view to maybe using a supplementary dose of AMILODIPINE 2.5mgs to 5mgs?
186 / 93 / 79 184 / 99 / 83 177 / 90 75 161 / 93 / 78
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I’ve tried lowering my blood pressure and taking note of some of the foods?
It still shocks how food manufacturers keep churning out muck that slurry that contains so many E numbers. CHEMICAL ADDITIVES?
BUT even some staples I like I have now had to seriously rethink.
Marmite.. the SODIUM CONTENT is CRAZY.. NO where on the jar does it tell you CLEARLY- that SALT CONTENT is seriously high.
Marmite is high in salt, containing approximately 10.8g per 100g.
A typical 8g serving (one teaspoon) contains about 0.86g to 0.9g of salt, which provides roughly 14% of an adult's daily recommended intake.
A reduced-salt version is available? But the jar should tell you with a CLEAR label that shows this one is high in salt this one is low.. I will take time out to check my retail to see if that is stocked.. ?
Just the tip of the iceberg is no joke.. so many foods are NOT clearly labelled - consumers have to hunt to find the concerns such as in this instance the SODIUM SALT content.
I’ve seen frozen sausage rolls which says nothing about the SALT CONTENT but the moment you
bite into one ? SALT instantly its the SALT that dominates the taste buds.
WHY here in the UK it still is a major problem that I hope long term gets sorted.. LEGISLATION FINES and BANNING foodstuffs that are NOT good for HEALTH. _____________________________________________________________________________
11th March 2026
Neck : PAINFUL CRUNCHING, STIFFNESS and spine PROB C spine.
C6 / 7 is compromised.
Swollen hands, puffy, painful.
That directly or indirectly is affecting BLOOD PRESSURE
I’m trying to manage this but it has changed from Feb.
169 / 88 /80 174 / 87 /80 163 / 88 /84 170 / 92 / 92
151 / 70 / 85 149 / 72 / 89 166 / 93 66 159 / 101 /70
183 / 102 / 80 198 /97 / 81 147 / 99 / 77 158 / 99 / 85
176 / 97 / 85 163 / 96 / 82 166 / 96 / 85 163 / 107 / 90
167 / 96 / 89 167 / 94 / 88 170 / 94 / 91 179 / 85 / 78
178 / 97 / 83 159 / 85 / 100 158 / 82 / 96 183 / 92 / 88
162 / 83 / 85 164 / 88 / 90 160 / 79 / 80 169 / 84/ 82
158/ 92 / 83 181 / 92 / 84 169 / 88 / 80 174 / 87 / 80
163 / 88 / 84 170 / 92 / 92 151 / 70 / 85 149 / 72 / 89
166 / 93 / 66 159 / 101 / 70 183 / 102 / 80 198 / 97 / 81
147 / 99 / 77 158 / 99 / 85 176 / 97 / 85 163 / 96 / 82
166 / 96 / 85 163 / 107 / 90 167 / 96 / 89 167 / 94 / 88
170 / 94 / 91 179 / 85 / 78 178 / 97 83 159 / 85 / 100
158 / 82 / 96 183 / 92 / 88 162 / 83 / 85 164 / 88 / 90
160 / 79 / 80 169 / 84 / 82 158 / 92 / 83 181 / 92 / 84
The AVERAGE PULSE RATE has gone UP from about 69 to 80
6th March 2026
Managed to get out to do some essential tasks.
A shite day. Inflammation including the dreaded burn, SHOULDERS, CERVICAL SPINE.. the lower LUMBAR was less than usual. BUT the neck shoulders borderline nausea..
Getting home and the neck area is HOT VERY HOT.. the discomfort the worst I have had it with the sense of wanting to vomit.. Nauseous..
Hands swollen, fingers puffy.. creaking and cracking.
It got worse each time I venture out. TRUE the wheelchair WHEN I am able to use it will help.
Walking, overall MOBILITY AND MOTIVITY is achievable BUT after a now DECREASING AMOUNT OF TIME getting worse re the after effects the way my body is having to adapt to meet the new situation.
BLOOD PRESSURE. Always affected with trips out.. Mostly SLIGHT SYSTOLIC / DIASTOLIC and increased PULSE RATES.. THAT is to be expected HOWEVER the point I am making here is how long AFTER it can take for my body re this to settle back to a more acceptable level.
179 / 85 / 78 178 / 97 / 83 159 / 85 / 100 158 / 82 / 96
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WHY don’t I just give up... The mere thought of being a the MERCY of some still proves an inherent truth that has to be FEARED.. BLOODY TERRIFYING. I have told readers the TRUTH but here in the UK you are or can be at the total mercy of the WONDERFUL NHS.
NO matter how you foreigners think of it.. to believe it has no flaws is already YOUR deluded sense of perspective encouraged by some to suit their own NARRATIVES beit so called medical professionals to suit POLITICAL interests.
Tasks that you cannot allocate to others without delays, excuses or the lack of those around to do that OR not willing to do such without PAYMENT. (Understandable) BUT to some who would ‘volunteer; you have a conumdrum.. DO you TRUST THEM?
Today’s society 2026 the everyone is out to get what they can and to hell with who in the end and END is pretty dammed close to the truth.. Those who work their way into your trust to later rob you blind?
OR slowly over time rob you however they can including missing items from your home or the use of your BANK CARDS et?
I have to cover this because someone who IS disabled with limited mobility and motivity is going to encounter some or all of these issues..
COMMUNITY CARE is NO LAUGHING MATTER.. It often is all mouth and little vocabulary.
Don’t have the money, the financial means to deliver or you get those who don’t understand your culture your race your being WHO you are.
In out wham bam thankyou .. its a job. nothing more nothing less and the truth being little or nothing to do with so called CARE.
THOSE WHO DO CARE? A list of patients on a never ending rota.. 10 minutes becomes 5 mins TIMED of course .. Even at well it was actually nearer 30 mins is irrelevant if it actually takes 40 mins?
That of course can be BASIC CARE. Add in the necessary extras and you are doomed.. Ain’t never going to happen except of course in the need to record to meet the political agenda that highlights how
wonderful they are and its all about COMMUNITY CARE.
Liken to the classic OLD WEST MEDICINE MAN.. the CURE ALL AILMENTS crap that many have had to endure simply because to prove that it actually is FAKE can sometime take TIME and for many TIME is something they don’t have.
The NHS (UK) is doomed. IT was doomed whem the ones who replaced MATRONS who were former NURSES who grew uo knowing the meaning of the word CARE ie PATIENT CARE and a COHESIVE WORK FORCE of NURSES including and one should not forget AUXILLIARY NURSES..
NOW the NHS is so full of grades, levels, allotted titles that it is far from the wholesome PATIENT experience it used to be back in the 70s .Small wards with a number of beds male and seperate female wards.
The patient who knew his or her NURSE.. who the heck the GOD was.. the MATRON and the DOCTORS rounds that could be good bad or indifferent BUT where they TALKED TO YOU and NOT at YOU>
Ah yes the GRADUATE NURSES on wards where they could seldom could talk to the patients..
NOT on their level beit dock worker, general worker or ? That air of dominance because I am a GRADUATE NURSE not a nurse who has worked hard over the YEARS to move up my STATE REGISTERED NURSING TRAINING in house at a hospital NOT UNIVERSITY GRADUATE..
In house training circulating across the various wards from MEDICAL to PAEDIATRICS to CORONARY to to to .. Over the 3 years to establish what YOU as a NURSE an INHOUSE EXPERIENCED NURSE who had gone through odd hours, long hours on WARDS.. with patients experiencing what THEY had been through to learn how to TALK to THEM.. not at them..
WHAT they did in the 80s to the NHS was what started the ROT that has slowly cascaded into how it is or rather is NOT re TODAY. The word is CLINICAL. Make no about that.. in some instances it is as soul less as a morgue.. NEXT BODY and a PLEASE if you are lucky.
A TRADE, A VOCATION, A MEANS TO GET PAID to do something and to include those who do the JOB that TRADE that VOCATION simply because they can not because of the LOVE for it but because it is a JOB.. a TRADE, A VOCATION.
TEXT BOOK NARRATIVES that STATE it id DONE this way.. the PATIENT is a PATIENT not a HUMAN BEING.. Enforced by those so called medical professionals who use their LIMITED experiences a year or so after qualifying maybe now part of a GP practice.
To TREAT the PATIENT well the NHS NUMBER the HOSPITAL reference with documentation, information and more that the PATIENT IS NO PRIVY to or in some instance will never see.
Computerised? OR manual notes.. on bits of paper filed..
The excuses are not really excuses. They are TRUTH whether half truths or the gaslighting rhetoric that follows it is often so they can move past the awkward the time consuming demanding patient and onto the next the next the next.
Cos therein lies the TRUTH. The HUNDREDS of EXISTING PATIENTS the ones now wanting to ADD to that number the POLITICS giving money incentives for them to take on more. reduce the waiting lists with TALES IDIOMS, that often is just SPIN.
The hard truth is that the GPs are over worked, too many patients but can now resort to Ai to reduce the workload even if some patients now struggle.. are unable to use the systems but an easy answer find someone who can to help you is that answer..
YOUR PERSONAL MEDICAL DETAILS.. Are you joking. Those who are reliant on others who have no choice but to rely on other beit Tom Dick or Harry whatever guise they come in? NO such thing.
Its the usual gas lighting.
How about another trait of the NHS (UK) to do tests beit bloods, MRI scans, other SCANS and tests?
SELECTIVE? What do you think! RESULTS Uhh WHAT RESULTS. limited selective or none at all.
A glance at your MRI or or or results little else .. and of course ignore anything they consider of no relevance but therein lies the curse.. for the patient.. OF NO RELEVANCE to them! Does not mean the rest of the results are irrelevant, E
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